Do I love him?? Lol

So I have this friend ? His name is Grayson and we’ve been dating on and off since high school. We’re both 20 now so we graduated two years ago and I’ve had another boyfriend and heshooked up with other girls. Recently we hung out and he was telling me about how if he ever had a gf it would be me (we are from the same home town but we go to school three hours apart so we never did anything long distance). Anyways that night we ended up hooking up and he is the only guy I’ve ever felt truly comfortable around naked and all that lol. However one thing about him is he’s like a dad when it comes to communication. Which I guess may be a good thing because he is rarely on his phone he only got Instagram and Facebook within the last year because he’s not on his phone like most of us are. But one thing that bugs me is he often will not reply to me on text or Snapchat, and he does this to a lot of

Our friends too but it always gets to me lol. I know he doesn’t do it on purpose however it just bugs me a bit. Long story, long I guess lol, he’s always been the one. I know I’ve always known that but he’s leaving for school tomorrow (his school still has physical classes) and I’m going to miss him and I think I should just wait because he’s worth it , but don’t get me wrong I’ll go out with other guys and all that If the opportunity presents itself but deep down It’s always been him you know? I dont know if I want advice or I’m just ranting but any opinions do let me know 😅