Just wow.....

So the guy that I’ve been with for a year and a half just told me that he’s not my boyfriend and is basically claiming we were never a thing. Mind you we live in an apartment together, have two dogs that we got together, went through a miscarriage together and more. I treat him with so much loyalty and respect and he drops that bomb on me. He told me he never wanted me to meet his ENTIRE family that it just happened that way, mind you I’ve met them all at different times throughout our relationship thanks to his doing. He made me get really close to his sisters too. Seriously like why would he lead me on and make me think were a couple for this long? Who does that!? I’m honestly at a loss of words. I’m sitting here in bed too sad to cry and wondering how I could be so stupid. This is really making me feel like I’m not worth a commitment to. Really sucks.