Hey I’ve been with my baby daddy for 3 years now and we have a 10 month old... I write on here all the time cause I’m genuinely lost.

He won’t let me leave him for MULTIPLE reasons I should have left ages ago. And I’ve tried, every time I do he said “I’m not” like he tries to control me and I don’t know what to fucking do anymore, anything I say I can’t. It will literally MAKE me cheat on him so he finally leaves... but I don’t wanna do that to him and I’m not ready to be with anyone. I just don’t know what to do. I’m miserable and always on edge about everything, what I wear, posting Instagram pictures, literally everything... I can’t be with him anymore