Anxiety to the max

Morgan

I had a missed miscarriage at the beginning of June. It was my first pregnancy. The midwife I was seeing gave me no information and I did not know I was supposed to get blood work after I passed everything, which I ended up doing naturally at home with no complications whatsoever. I finally called a new doctor because I still hadn’t started bleeding. He sent me to get my blood drawn and it turns out IM PREGNANT. I’ll be seven weeks tomorrow. We got to hear the heartbeat and everything. Which we didn’t get to hear the first time around. It was 119. My boyfriend and I both cried like babies when we heard that sound. My happiness lasted for an entire day and now I just sit around with the most crippling anxiety I’ve ever had. We go back to the doctor on the 19th and it’s going to be the longest three weeks I’ve ever had.