My heart is soo heavy with sadness.

After a year of trying for a family, we decided to seek medical help. Neither of us were prepared for the news that was about to follow.

I didn’t know seeing my friends and family announce pregnancies or with newborns would all of a sudden be so hard.

Knowing I might never be someone’s ‘mummy’... it kills me.

Im usually an emotionally strong individual. But lately, I’m the opposite of that. I find myself constantly getting lost in my thoughts. I’m super emotional. I cry all the time.

I don’t want to be so emotional. I’m trying my hardest to accept our destiny. But it’s hard.

My family and friends don’t know what we’re going through.

It hurst. It all hurts soo much. I feel broken.

I would love to hear how some of you ladies dealt with the pain? I would also love to hear about everyone’s miracle babies!

I don’t know how to deal with all of my emotions at the moment. Nor do I know how to process it either. 💔