Hubby and I do a gratitude book every Sunday

Outlining everything we love, appreciated, enjoyed about the other person or something they did the last 7 days

All week I’ve been self loathing, in pain, hurt, quiet, keeping to myself, just being on the DL

My hubby knows he hurt me a whole week ago Therapist told him it’ll take me some time to heal and forgive him.... I’m slowly coming around to myself....

He saw the sobbing tears

Heck when all this occurred he had the audacity to say “I can only recall a handful of times you have hugged or kissed me, I do it ALL the time” I remember sobbing outside of therapy and thinking that is untrue in fact that’s why we’re in therapy because he lacks affection, I’m the affectionate one

Anyways in the book he wrote “I loved your personality this week”

I said nothing I know in my heart of hearts if I did an argument would happen. Always does anytime I just wanna talk, something is bothering me, etc which he says I start the arguments......I disagree...but it’s cool NO arguments happen when it’s his turn to just wanna talk, something’s bothering him etc I listen and help him through whatever..

ANYWAYS ...What’s he saying here? He enjoys seeing me in pain????