Not much point of this post. I guess I just need to let it out, today has been pretty blah. Its hot as hell in my house. My kids are all going stir crazy from being cooped up. Im going stir crazy from being cooped up, but honestly pysically don't feel well enough to go anywhere even if I could. Im so stressed out about my MILs health situation(cancer), my husbands grandmas hospice situation, with both of these things happening my in laws have been exposed to more people who work in the medical field and that worries me, my husband wants to be around his grandma and his mom more now so he will be exposed. Things just feel like too much to handle right now. I feel like Im about to have a mental breakdown. I feel alone. I dont want to burden anyone with my emotions, its times like this I start really missing my mom and dad. Im just really sad today😥.