I was raised to believe female masturbation is a sin that would send me to hell. I was taught to not take off all your clothes at once or you might touch yourself. If you have an impure thought hurt yourself so you don’t pursue it. Don’t change infront of mirrors because your body is sexual, but females can’t be sexual.

This is a habit I can’t break.

I am often times horny and I can’t fix it, every time I masturbate I am riddled with guilt. I feel physically disgusting if i’m doing it alone, it’s not beneficial to anyone else so i’m being selfish.

I know logically this bullshit and teenagers have needs and it’s natural.

But I feel like I can’t be sexual!

I know that i’m not ace, I used to sext with my ex boyfriend and me masturbaiting benefited him so I did it. And holy fuck it felt amazing.

I have such a high sex drive and my bf can’t keep up, so he’s trying to help me learn how to be comfortable with myself, but i’m not.

I struggle with masturbaiting because it uses my hands and it feels wrong, like i’m half way through and I give up. It feels like poking jello.

I need to orgasm but it’s hard when doing it with my hands gives me such a hard time.

It’s not like I can get a toy, unless i’m supposed to get it from spencer’s and I don’t trust that because it’s really bad for you.

I just don’t know what to do, please help me.