Tired. Sad. Discouraged

Ma

Hi all,

We’ve been TTC number 2 for over 3 months now. Using OPKs, tracking bbt and cm and still month after month nothing. I’m crying typing this. I know that doesnt seem too long to some people but I’m worried. With my son it took one cycle of tracking. Now I’m 2 years older, and 40 lbs heavier. I’m getting really discouraged and upset and terrified we won’t have number 2. Yes I love my son more than anything, he is perfect and a huge blessing. I am grateful for him. I want a sibling for him and to complete our family. Any advice?