Losing Hope

Rachel • Baby #1 due 04/2021 🍼👶🏻

I haven't posted in a long time. I took some time off (3 months) from the forums to try to destress and no fixate on getting pregnant.

My husband and I have been trying for almost 2 years to have a baby. We've been told nothing is wrong with either of us by 2 different infertility doctors. We've went through all the tests, scans, and hoops. We were told to just keep trying and it will happen. There is nothing that can be done for us really. We can't afford <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and they don't feel we need <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. We are both 29.

Every single month I hate seeing my period come. It makes me depressed. I'm supposed to be getting my period in 4 days...and I'm hoping maybe, just maybe this time it won't come and I'll get the opportunity I've been waiting for, to be a Mom. But in the back of my head, I know my period will cpme because nothing has made this cycle any different than the last 21 cycles. No signs or symptoms. Just the same old, same old.