Found out last week we are expecting, we had two miscarriages back to back a few months ago so I'm hesitant to be excited.

I've literally taken 30+ test all positive and dark and way darker than what was on the previous two situations - I just have this thought racing through my mind everytime I wipe I'm scared I'll see red. Ironically, I had a doctors appointment today that was for a new OBGYN routine checkup and I told them they took urine and blood and confirmed this afternoon my levels are where they should be and to be tested again in a few days to ensure they are doubling .. I know I need to stop testing. I know I need to just let it be but I just can't stop.. end rant 😳🤷🏼‍♀️