Y’all please don’t judge but usually when my bf and I have sex we go unprotected using only the withdrawal method which I KNOW is super bad but I don’t want to get on bc again because it messed me up bad when I took it before so I ask my bf to get us condoms ( I’ve always been the one to provide the condoms the times we have used them ) but he never seems to have one? Which is crazy to me because it’s super easy for him to get them and it’s way harder for me because first of all I’m pretty young and still live with my parents and they’re super conservative, don’t know I’m having sex, and it’s pretty hard for me to go to a store without them breathing down my neck asking for what so I usually have my friends get me some. His parents on the other hand don’t care that he has sex and he lives down the street from a bunch of store that sell them but he NEVER has one. Am I crazy to think that he wants to get me pregnant?? Cause with me not on bc and him not using condoms is a recipe for disaster. I’ve brought up using condoms before and he’ll brush it off and I’m just like ??? Do any of y’all have an idea why he doesn’t get us condoms? I would rather get them them ya not use them at all even though it’s harder for me but like I thought guys usually carry them in their wallets and stuff and especially since we’re sexually active you’d think he’d have some. How do I bring this conversation up with him about using condoms and getting them more ? I’m sorry I have to ask but I’m a non confrontational person and have anxiety so it’s hard for me to speak up sometimes even though this is pretty important but should I cut off sex until he agrees to getting them?

Also just thought I should mention money isn’t an issue, and the times we’ve had worries he’d get me plan b.