It’s so hard to wait...& then start all over again

Andrea

I am currently 12 DPO and as much as I try to not think about what the next handful of days holds for me, I still do. Whether it’s because I get another notification from here or simply because it’s inherently on my mind. In the beginning of TTC I used to log every-single-symptom and tried to analyze and discern what could be a pregnancy symptom or just a prelude to an impending period. Literally every symptom of early pregnancy can also be stress induced and/or related to a period. I don’t do that anymore. Today, however, the strangest thing happened. I was sweeping our bedroom and this sudden and overpowering god awful taste came over my mouth! I thought that maybe my husband sprayed this ‘keep away/off spray’ that he uses since our puppy still gnaws on furniture but when I called out to him and asked if he sprayed it, he hadn’t the slightest clue what I was talking about and said he did not. So... altho it’s very early, altho I’ve not yet gotten a positive pregnancy test, I am hoping that maybe that’s a sign! What makes it confusing is I’ve also been somewhat irritable and I’m back to not being able to stand hearing my husband chew his food!! Lol. Wait!!! The last time I HATED THAT was when we were pregnant! Slippery slope. Can’t ever tell. Here’s to hoping I’m finally pregnant after over a year of trying. Please pray for us and feel free to weigh in with your sentiments or thoughts. Thanks in advance!