I havent really felt myself lately, but that's also an issue because I don't know who i am or want too be. I keep comparing myself to this girl that everyone loves. Everyone wants (she passed away) and i am not wanted. But I use to be her, like dressed like her and stuff and then I changed and now. Now I dont know. It's a mix and I dont feel myself and I dont know which one is me or how to find myself. Should I go back to a natural hair? She I wear it more girly. I wanna be that hard punk girl I use to be, but I wanna be that sweet girl everyone loves. I dont know.

I use to never curl or braid my hair because I thought it was super girly. I have always loved curly hair and braids but it didnt make my hard/punk emo style. I use to wear messy buns and side swept bangs. And now its braids and curls and slightly side swept bangs. (My bangs dont do it mych anymore so I was starting to wear them different until lately with this whole I d9nt know who I am because she had the same bangs as I did.

I just really dont know and wamt help. It probably makes no sense.

How do I figure out who I am?