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Aurora

Anyone struggling with their image while pregnant? This isn't my first pregnancy and all my others I have never really cared. This pregnancy I literally find myself crying over everything on my body. My husband went and bought me some bras the other day I got 36 Cs because its been years since ive bought a new bra and not a sports bra(my boobs also havent grown so I thought they havent since being pregnant) well I got home put it on and my entire boob fell out I sighed and was like well wrong size no big deal I'll go out and buy the next size up. My grams took my shopping and I bought a 36 D. Got home tried it on my boobs still didn't fit, had me bawling my eyes out my clothes dont fit and anything I buy doesn't look good on, so my husband was going to Walmart and I asked him to find a couple sexy 36DDs he comes home and he did get them but they were by far not sexy and I just bawled and bawled because he explained that they were the only ones that were semi attractive. Is this what its come down to having big boobs? No cute bras? I refuse to go to Victoria secrets because im not spending that kind of money, i do most of my shopping at Ross have spent $70 on 4 bras that I cannot take back and wasn't allowed to try them on due to covid. This pregnancy is the first time i have been able to grow my natural nails long and pretty and this morning broke one all the way down to the skin. I threw a fit and chopped them all of but still find myself crying like my image is just ruined. I understand im probably being over dramatic but my husband doesn't understand how hard it is for my body to be changing the way it is. None of my pregnancies have i ever felt that "glow" ive always been huffalump not cute and again normally I don't care. This pregnancy I have lost so much weight I don't feel fat but I dont feel that "glow". I wanna be the cute pregnant girl that I see all over. Im sorry to rant im just so emotional over my looks. I thought with all my weight loss I'd feel happier but honestly I feel worse. I am trying to gain my weight back because my doctor has asked me too but unfortunately baby is still making me struggle. I finally gained 3lbs to lose 2lbs again. Im just annoyed.