I've just been diagnosed with gestational diabetes. I'm 31 weeks.

I got tested late because for some reason I wasn't invited to the hospital when I should've been.

I have terrible diagnosed anxiety and panic disorder.

I'm absolutely terrified. I feel so guilty and blame myself for all of this. I feel like I'm harming my baby. I'm so scared sometning is going to go wrong. And it would all be my fault.

I'm seeing the hospital tomorrow so hopefully will be given more info and come up with some sort of treatment.

I just can't get it off my brain and can't stop and control the worrying :(