lonely thought

that moment when you feel like you can only start a relationship and really like a guy if you are friends/know them in person first so that’s why you have a hard time doing online “dating” but half your crushes from in person you don’t truly know because you’re too shy and awkward to talk to guys and you don’t go out and meet people easily because you blame it on you’re young and don’t know places or don’t want a party thing but you also still wanna meet someone at a fun place where they can see how fun you are and it would be cute but you get nervous about relationships even though you really want one :)))))))