This is the only place i feel comfortable talking about anything thats going on with me so i recently lost my Virginity to my friend then i had sex with someone else and the someone else ghosted me and i don’t wanna have sex with my friend again because not to be mean he just didn’t turn me on is it bad to have sex with a whole new person I’ve never wanted to have a high body count but maybe I shouldn’t care what people think I mean no ones gonna know but I don’t know if im confusing you guys im sorry i just don’t know how to get what im thinking out into words you know what i mean right? Anyways does your body count really matter??