It’s been over two year since I broke up with my ex. I haven’t been able to have decent sex with anyone since. I can count maybe once or twice that I enjoyed it. The end of my vagina gets a tear everytime I try to insert a dick. I have used my vibrator too and if I’m not wet enough even that hurts. I’m really scared to go to the doc.. I’ve done std/sti checks.. nothing. I am prone to UTIs I try my best to be careful.. but idk is the sex thing emotional because I haven’t fully trusted someone or is it physical?