Feeling defeated

I feel like every time I’m at the doctor something new comes up. I’ve been having high blood pressure, my baby is breech and hasn’t flipped yet at 33 weeks, he’s failed NSTs, and today I’m GBS positive. I just feel so defeated and like I’m already doing a bad job at this. I’m just so upset at the idea of having him via a planned c section and not going into labor. It feels like I’m going to be missing out of his birth. I know I’m just venting but I feel so upset and lost and like everything is going wrong in the 3rd trimester