My husband and I have been trying for 9 months now. My main dream in life is to be a mom to lots of kids and each negative test is depressing me more and more.

I just moved to a new state and my support system is my husband, my male best friend over the phone and my single dad. Least to say they all don't get the crushing disappointment and depression I get every time I get a negative test.

I'm doing everything I've read and heard from my OB. Vitamins every day and food restrictions. I can't stop the fear or the sadness.

Idk ladies, I know 9 months at my age is somewhat normal, but I need some female encouragement.