Hi I broke up with my boyfriend a week ago. It was coming for a while lock down has had a major impact we both have mental health anxiety and depression. I also have pmdd

And basically we becan texting again.

I love him to pieces and I know he does me but he's so unsure if we can fix things I have not been easy but I have been in new meds and I do believe that's what made me go abit crazy. Anyone who suffers will pmdd and mental health will understand this lol.

Anyway a week on he discussed me getting my own place and being able to slowly build things back up again.

I'm trying so hard but same time he said as were single he wants to talk with other people. He said if feelings are still the same wen we begin dating then he will go bk to exclusive.

I'm finding this really hard but I know he does love me. I'm staying here for a few days while I get emergency accomadation. And yesterday he got a msg made me hurt like hell. So I decided to say right he's talking to others I'll do same. Even though I only stated I wanted friends and I was onna break ECT.

Well msgs kept popping up with loads of ppl wanting to talk and all of a sudden he put his phone down or began playing games on his phone but made a note to show me his screen so I knew he weren't talking to anyone and kept looking over what I was doing. Although I was just sat next to him talking to ppl I didn't hide anything. He seemed a bit off then got really cuddly we've had sex twice to.

Then this morning more msgs were pouring in for me and he hasn't really gotten any anyway he seems off with me now I'm trying to do as he's asked give him space he told me he ent gonna stop me talking to ppl as he do the same. But I think he knows it's not something I want to do but I did it because I feel sitting next to him while he's msging ppl is pretty dam hurtfull. Thourt I may as well do same to pass time away although mine is platonic.

What's everyone's thourts on this. He does love me and I have no doubts on that he's never cheated on me either he's always been honest with me. He loves me and wants to make it work. But my insecurities are telling me he's keeping me on ice. That's my mental health I'm getting support but I don't know just need people to talk to and not ones who only want access to my pants