AF is due today and not here yet but I took a test. A digital test. And it said "not pregnant". I feel like it's worse reading the words than no line on a test. Which I also took one of those yesterday and seemed to get an evap line. I'm not that far into this TTC journey and I'm already feeling sad. Like when is it going to be my turn already?

So I think I'm going to stay off Glow fourms and only track things for a while until I have good news maybe, idk. Its just hard seeing everyone else get their positive, although I am so so happy for them!!! I just struggle with depression/anxiety and I need to not be so stressed to even get pregnant lmao.

Well wishes and baby dust to everyone 💜

Ima go get a big ol' Starbucks frappe now. ✌