Infertility journey

I just want to start off by saying I’m happy I found a safe haven (or so I think) to discuss my feelings and journey of infertility. I have no goal for this post, but maybe it’ll help someone else too knowing that someone like me feels the same and is dealing with the same.

I’ve never been on birth control. I’m 26 so you can guess that it was always questionable as to why I’ve never gotten pregnant. Now that I’m married, my husband and I are both praying for a child. It broke my heart after awhile to see that he shortly noticed I wasn’t getting pregnant. His face—I could see the hurt in his eyes. He longs for a child as much as I do. But it hurts even more knowing I’m the woman. I’m the wife. Why can’t my body do what it was naturally designed to do? Why can’t I give our marriage what it deserves? 😓 I need a big hug these days. So much hurt feelings for the child I long for 💔😭