Anyone else struggling with jealousy ?

Cate

We’ve been TTC for a year now. Got a BFP in April but miscarried at 7 weeks. Four days later found out my husbands cousin was expecting. And today found out another cousin is expecting. I’m 6dpo so I *could* be pregnant now but man every time AF shows up it gets harder for me to be excited for friends and family blessed with baby dust. Anyone else??