So yesterday I saw my doctor for my 32week appointment. I finally broke down and told him I extremely depressed and I can’t handle life anymore. He’s response “I’m here for you, just call me if anything gets worse” All this as he’s filling out my prescription and telling me that baby boy and me will be fine. I needed that honestly.

I have had so many dark days and scare to talk to people about how I feel. It scares me the most is I had to get pregnant to want to take care of myself.