Stressed help

I don’t want to be here anymore!

I couldn’t go back work because of COVID I’m stressed out and I don’t want to be here anymore

Also hoping I’m not pregnant because I found out last week the guy I was with has a gf I didn’t know and he lied about it.. I called him by accident today and he replied with he loves his gf and all idc about that I don’t want him what hurt was he wanted me first, and lied about everything. And my sister whom had cancer introduced us, and that was years ago so this has been going on for years.