Christian Autistic teen virgin with a weird sex drive?

Summer

Okay so hi I'm Summer and my sex drive is just so weird... Umm I wake up super horny most mornings but I'm not like a big fan of my vagina and I don't masturbate because I'm unmarried. I really believe that sex is sacred and exclusively designed by God for the covenant of marriage, but at the same time I just wanna like get it over with already, you know? I dunno, but if anyone here has any advice or can relate to anything I'm dealing with at least, I'd really appreciate it if you could reply with your thoughts or send me a message (I'm new to all of this) ❤