So my SO was in a real bad wreck while the job back in July. I thank God that he made it out alive everyday. I haven’t cried about the situation because I’ve been trying to be strong for him while he is going through all of this pain and due to this virus not being able to be with him in the doctor’s office is hell. I’m glad that I work from but this has cause me to miss a lot of days at work and being that hasn’t been released to go back to work I have to bring in the money. It’s really been hard because his memory is getting worse but so is his attitude. He recently started wanting to be up under all the time wanting to start a family. Don’t get me wrong so for starting a family with him but I worry about him being in pain or if make a wrong move then I will hurt him even worse. I just don’t know how to deal with all of this that is on my plate right now. I’m tired, my back hurts, bloated, and a little emotional but the only thing I can think about is what if he didn’t make it and am I being harsh because I want some space like not separate but just to get myself together and back to normal.