Just anxious ..

Two miscarriages now pregnant again with my rainbow i hope.

When do y’all just stop being anxious? I clearly didn’t have a worry in the world with my first. I had light pink mucus yesterday very small- just constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop.

This was my test I took this morning I’m 5w+5d according to glow. I know i need to stop testing but I just can’t ..