Can’t get myself together

I am so nauseous! Eating helped for about 30 minutes and it’s back. I can’t eat to much or I get sick. I am working from home today, but I have little to no motivation. I haven’t throw up but feel like I will at any moment.

My husband js not very supportive. I have bad gastric issues. I’ve always struggled with a sensitive stomach. Pregnancy is making it worse. When I mentioned it last night my husband response is, “you’re always sick. This isn’t anything new!” He has no idea how I feel. It’s miserable. It’s even harder that he isn’t supportive. This is our second child. A surprise baby. We miscarried 2 years ago to the date I found out about this baby. It is a lot of stress. We need a bigger place, more than likely a bigger car, etc., but instead of coming up with a plan he keeps saying he will do what he needs to do. I am so tired of the lack of communication and feeling stuck.

I hate hate hate to say this, but it’s hard to be excited about this baby when there is so much going on. I don’t want to bring an innocent baby into a broken home. We have a 3 year old who is amazing! I’m just scared. Thankful, but scared. He got mad and said I’m not even happy. I explained to him why I’m scared but it didn’t help. I’ve always wanted more kids, but I also want my marriage in a good place.