**TW** Coping with pregnancy after an ED

So I'm almost 27 weeks pregnant. And currently weigh about 10 and a half stone. Pre pregnancy weight was 8 stone.. and before that I weighed far less.. And I'm really struggling to battle disordered thoughts around my eating again. I recently got my first stretch marks on my thighs and I cant help but feel so fat 😭 anyone got any advice on how to remain positive? because I just cant seem to shift these thoughts and the idea of relapse during pregnancy is terrifying me 😭😭😭