Tomorrow I have an appointment scheduled with a midwife/obgyn to start figuring out whats going on with my body. I've already had bloodwork done with my regular doctor and everything came back normal except my Vitamin D levels. This will help us explore the problem more. We've been TTC for almost two years now and I'm feeling defeated, confused, frustrated, the works. I've had two anxiety attacks already today because I'm scared of the unknown. I'm so nervous about what will be said and the results. This journey is extremely hard. Everyone talks about how easy it is to get pregnant with the second child, but no one talks about those who struggle with second child infertility. I'm extremely nervous about this appointment, but I'm ready to unload some of this grief and disappointment that comes every time my period starts.

Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers. We are so ready to have a second child and give our son a sibling. Pray we get some answers and a light at the end of this difficult tunnel🤞🏻🙏🏻