do i have the right to be mad at him?

so my boyfriend and i️ has gotten pregnant in february and he pretty much pressured me into getting an abortion even though i️ told him i️ didn’t want to.. i️ was scared i️ was going to lose him so i️ did it, afterwards i was so heartbroken all i wanted was our baby back and he knew this...well just a couple weeks ago he told me that we could start trying for a baby and was saying all these things that made him seem like he wanted to... i️ ended up getting my period and asked him if he still wanted to and he said no... so do i️ have a right to be pissed about this? i️ just feel like he’s manipulating me