*** Trigger Warning for those with BED... so I currently weigh 192 lbs. At the end of November I was weighing about 174. Now that I’ve put on 18ish lbs I don’t see pretty anymore I see weight. The crazy thing is I see all this plus size girls rocking it and I think they are so beautiful, yet I don’t think that about myself. I have got into binge eating again recently and weighing myself 2-4 times daily. I’ve also become depressed again and will spend 12-16 hrs in bed... while keeping a full time job. I feel worthless at times, even though I know I’m not. I don’t want to feel like this anymore so I’ve gotten rid of my scales my husband has hid them... and I’m trying to think positively moving forward but it’s so difficult to do. I associate my weight with my worth and it’s very damaging mentally. Please send good vibes and prayers. I’m struggling.