Hi everyone. So basically I’m a 17 year old girl who’s had a secret relationship with a boy for almost a year now. My family have banned me from seeing him and I’ve never told any of my friends because I know they would disapprove. It’s hard not being able to talk about it with anyone, but I think he is who I want to spend the rest of my life with. If someone could just be the older sister I never had and we could talk about each other’s problems together that would be really great because he’s been giving me a tough time lately and I got so overwhelmed about it and not being able to talk that I had a few panic attacks yesterday. Sometimes I can feel my mental health deteriorating and i I just wish I had someone to talk to😞