Going for a swimming..

My boyfriend asked me to go for a swimming but until now I am still undecided, because of my insecurities about my body, Especially having flat boobs and a chubby tummy. I know for some of you it's normal but for me this is kinda new because I have never ever been in a bikini since I gave birth and I feel so down bout myself and everytime I see woman with beautiful body shapes...especially woman having big boobs or bum and a flat tummy I feel so

insecure of myself, felt more uglier and then I feel so depress thinking bout it... Idk how can I atleast motivate myself and not to feel more insecure. Hope anyone understand my problem and someone might help me out by giving me motivational advices, please I really need it. ❤️ thanks in advance. Lots of love xxx