Rainbow baby

So I had a miscarriage on July 9th... I had only known I was pregnant for under a week and all my tests were light and not getting darker. Everyone told me not to worry but we ended up losing the baby.. it was my first one and very mentally traumatic. I found out on the 10th of this month that I am pregnant again. I am so thankful but I am so scared. I can’t stop testing. Worrying. Checking for bleeding. Studying lines in my tests.. my bloodwork was good and I don’t have my ultrasound till the end of next week. I guess I’m just looking for support and connections to people that have also went through this. I never realized how lonesome it feels and how people who have never gone through it just don’t understand. Miscarriages literally rob you of the joy of other pregnancies and it’s the worst... I just need someone