Venting

I feel like we never have sex.

Twice a month? This can’t be normal. Admittedly we have a young baby who only sleeps in his crib for half the night, but he goes to sleep 2 hours before we do... Why doesn’t he initiate?! He’s always coming up behind me and hugging me and giving me kisses, being flirty and I leans in- but it goes no where!

I’m tired of being frustrated and horny when my man is right there!

When we first got together I liked that he didn’t waste time on foreplay or try to give me head because I felt insecure about my body. But now that we’ve been together for a few years I want more! I want romance, foreplay, fellatio, massages and all of it... I know it’s not fair to expect him to change, but I can’t help that my desires have changed.

No matter what he does for me this gaping hole in our sex lives leaves me feeling alone, unloved, and unwanted. I’ve started to watch cheesy romantic shows late at night just to make myself feel better, to try and laugh at how awkward all that forced romance is... It’s not working.