Over it!

I’m so over this whole ttc bullshit! I have been doing everything right for the last freaking year and still nothing! No not long but still I even stopped for two whole months to “Just let it happen” like everyone says but I have had absolutely no luck at all! I’m 8dpo yea before you say it’s still to early I know this but I just need to vent! I’m moody irritated eat every freaking thing in my path lately and Just watch the Bitch will show her face either early or right on time! I just want my #2. My son is 12 and I think it’s time to just add one more! I do have hypothyroidism but my levels are checked every three months and my OB gave me the go ahead to start trying and this was last year. I’m just so tired of negative test and heartbreak every damn month. I can’t help but constantly think about it. I want this so bad. Ughhh!