Hey girls.

I am 20 years old and found out I’m pregnant last week all I ever wanted was a baby I always used to plan everything waiting for the day I’ll become a mother. However the baby’s father doesn’t want this baby we aren’t together and we never will be both living our own lives. I’m so confused on what to do when I found out I felt so overwhelmed first decision was I’m not getting rid of it I can’t. I will be a strong independent woman and will love this baby wherever he’s in our lives or not. I even rung and registered myself with a local midwife and waiting for an appointment I’m roughly 4 weeks pregnant. However as the days went on I’m feeling more and more scared I know the best option is to go through with an abortion as maybe one day I will meet a man and have a baby I can give everything to. But every-time I go to ring the clinic to book in I can’t stop crying. I’m scared of the pain and what if I regret it... and there’s no going back. I just don’t feel ready to be a single mum that isn’t the life I ever wanted or planned. Please can you just give me your stories. Maybe some advice. I have never felt so low in my life. 😭