Back to work

Ughh going back to work sucks. I have to go back to pumping so i can build a stash and I have to get her to take a bottle 🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️ i don’t mind pumping but she refuses bottle and me been so tired I just give up and just give her the boobs. Yes I know it’s not helping. Which bottle have you guys use that works best for exclusive breastfeeding babies and how do y’all cope with been gone. Like I have to go back to military base for five days and idk how am going to deal with it 🙁🙁🙁makes me feel like I made a bad decision choosing to EBF😭