I have always wanted to be a mom since I was a little girl. I couldn't wait till i got older and get to be a mom. Well I went through alot of broken relationships. I wanted a serious relationship but needless to say most guys I dated didn't. They were either same ago or few years younger or few years old none of them wanted same thing I did. I dated guys that there mother felt like I was not good enough for there son. When i was 26 years old I met a guy that worked as a bouncer checking ids. He kept being me to go out on a date with him so finally I agreed and we went out on several. I found out he had an 18 year old daughter and was separated going through a divorce. We didnt make it official till we had been seeing each other for a month and ended up proposing to me a month or 2 later and we was planning a wedding cause i always imagined having a wedding not huge. Well he was in the military so we ended up getting married sooner than planned due to he was being shipped out. I thought I might have been pregnant cause he went off in me before we got married and engaged. I told him and he said he would be there and he wanted another kid. Well come to find out he had a vasectomy due to getting injured over seas. We went to texas to have it reversed in 2015 still haven't got pregnant. His daughter has 3 kids and the doctors think one of her kids has autism and we was talking about it last night and he told me thats worries him about having kids. Im frustrated and confused idk if he dont wont kids. He knew when we were dating i wanted kids.