I feel like I’m starting to think it’s me... I remember I never felt like I had trust issues. But then I found out a lie about my ex and “his best friend” it was nothing but it was something. I think that opens the wound. Years later I’m happy I meet the father of my child. In the beginning I never felt insecure, then I saw a girl that didn’t look like a good girl (us women have these instincts am I right?) but anyhow comes to find out the girl was only his friend to soak his attention. (HES to kind for his own good) he later than lied about stop talking to her when he obvi was still messaging her. That finally ended. Now I find out he’s lying about the dumbest things like the Office calling him from their personal phone (due to Covid) and him saying it was Headquarters becuase he didn’t want me to question why did he have her personal number... I just hate lies because I honestly don’t do it. Why can’t I expect the same in return.. 😞