Man, it sucks to feel this way. We found out our second baby is a boy. Our first son is awesome but I couldn’t help but think there was this faint opportunity we would be having a girl. I have been talking myself into believing this baby is a boy because I know I would be slightly sad at the missed opportunity to raise a girl. I didn’t think I would feel as sad as I do, especially because we won’t be trying for anymore kid’s. But I’m so thankful that my baby is healthy and that my son will have a brother and, hopefully, best friend.

Just needed a space to share my feelings. I know I am so lucky and I am very thankful. Once this baby is here I know I will be over the moon.