I feel like I'm missing out

I feel like I'm so behind in life. I'm 23, I'm still having driving lessons, I've had one boyfriend who only stuck around for two months, I've never had sex, I have literally no friends and I've never been to a club. How pathetic is that never even been to a club. Never had sex, never had a hoe phase. I'm frigid and really awkward like even when I walk I'm just so stiff and stupid. I know this girl and she's so easy going and free, she's got a boyfriend and they make such a cute couple, she's got such a nice car, she's hilarious and has an attitude of not giving a shit. But I have nothing, I have my stupid anxiety that has gotten worse to the point I'm having mini panic attacks at work when nobody is around. Why cant I be thin and pretty and finally gets a guy and passes my driving test and have loads of friends and go clubbing. I'm always so far behind everyone else I'm just missing out on life. Before I know it I'll be too old to do anything fun like that. And I'll be an old single virgin too. I'm honestly the most pathetic idiot loser 😂😂