** FTM ** 36+3 weeks.

I’m feeling super calm ( maybe too calm ) I haven’t packed my hospital bags yet/ I’ll do it this week. I feel like it hasn’t sunk in that I’m having a baby, I am getting nesting instincts but I also just went on leave and haven’t been able to clean my house as I was full time at work so only time to do it is now. I can’t set up his nursery because we will be moving houses soon so it won’t be worth doing. He could very well be here in the next few weeks how can I mentally prepare for everything that’s about to happen 😩 this 9 months feels like 4 months I need more time 😂