I was trying to build my trust back on him after finding texts with other women several months ago, working on my marriage non stop even tough he says that I don’t work in our marriage and that he has always have to beg me for everything.. here he is again cheating with the neighbor, I can’t believe how many time she has talk to me and I have been so nice to her without knowing anything. I really thought that I was going to be able to save my marriage but I was so wrong. I’m so mad, hurt of how I have stayed even after he had cheated, being emotionally abusive and he keeps saying that everything it’s my fault 🤷🏼‍♀️ I feel I have wasted so much time of my life, I have no family or friends around here it’s just so sad. Sorry guys I just needed to vent.