I love this so much and can relate to it so much💫 ♥️ ..

I’ve done this twice. Once for 31 days & once for 11 days.. It was and is the most heartbreaking thing I have ever had to do and definitely took a huge mental toll on me after my pregnancies.. With that being said I will NEVER forget how I felt visiting &leaving each day.. Both my precious baby boy and baby girl in the hospital day after day. Praying, crying and stressing that they get better fast enough to come home with my other beautiful, healthy children.. They did quickly from what the doctors said. They are healthy, beautiful and strong as ever now but that feeling is traumatizing and I will never forget .. Sending lots of prayers, support and love to all you mamas!