How do y’all even ?

How do you guys manage to stay in toxic relationship I COULDN’T EVEN FUCKING ARGUE with the same guy for two months I just dropped him (p.s if you know psychology, you know that love bombing , gaslighting convincing them there your soulmate ,that shit was happening to me) I CUT HIM OFF SO QUICKLY I cried about it ,I cut him off can y’all do a full depth , paragraph on why you are still in a relationship if he cheats on you, puts you in third party,treats you like an outcast , victimized himself and when you call him out on something he plays dumb and says “oh your crazy, I never said that.?” If y’all don’t drop this boy idc how many years , you gon bounce back your allowed to cry but uh please leave , y’all got kids what’s worst having the baby grow up with a parents that argue all the time then when they get older that’s there perspective of love , dude I mean shit